Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Hebrews 12:1
About a year ago, one of our neighbors told us his
philosophy on aging and his belief that whatever you can keep doing…. You can
keep doing. If this sounds complicated
or like word play say it out loud a few times. He was referencing activity. If
you mow your lawn every week, you can probably keep mowing it year after year
(even with a break for winter) because you are training and conditioning your
body. If you took 2-3 years off from
mowing and outsourced it to a child or grandchild, or neighbor kid, or even a
mowing service it might be hard for you to get back to doing that chore. Our neighbor makes sure that when the weather
is nice he rides his bike once every week, so that he can keep riding his bike. Before he retired he walked to and from work 3
or more days a week.
My grandmother would have turned 100 this year. I have been thinking about this idea, of
doing what you can do. My grandmother
lived with us most of my life. She had a
stroke when I was 2 and returned home, with a walker. Our house had a LOT of stairs, and her
bedroom was on the second floor, and the laundry was in the basement, and we
had a huge clawfoot tub but no shower. This seems like a physical therapy return to home nightmare. But my grandmother survived the Great Depression,
and World War II serving as a WAVE, and the turbulence of the 1960s, and the
uncertain economic structure of the 1980s, and the early instances of domestic
terrorism and she was certainly going to come home, and do everything that she
did before her stroke. She was able to
keep doing, what she was able to keep doing.
In 2020, we have struggled mightily against a virus that we
cannot see. Through a political campaign
that has divided friends and families and neighbors. Through changes to virtually every normal
experience in our lives. As we approach
the holidays, it is hard to endure the loneliness, to remain separated, to let
go of our anger about differences in polity, to plan for a celebration with
only those who we regularly interact with, and to keep our numbers small and
exclusive. To wear a mask indoors when
visiting others and to hold our hugs and kisses for the future. It is hard to
not feel angry for these losses and limitations. But if we want to continue to celebrate with
those we love in the future, we must push past this challenge and throw off
everything that hinders us. We must be
creative. We must protect those we love
by assuring that we are distant from them. We might have to explain that we know this will result in hurt feelings,
but saved lives. We have to keep doing
what we can keep doing.
Prayer: God who knows all about the race course ahead,
please be with us during this time of sadness and uncertainty. Help us to manage our feelings of loss and
anger. Help us to remember that our
sacrifices today, will be of benefit for all humanity in the future. Shower us with your love and compassion and
give us strength to endure. Amen.
Christi Moock
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