...Do not be anxious
about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body,
what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than
clothing? Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather
into barns, and yet your heavenly father feeds them....Consider the lilies of
the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even
Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Matthew
6:25-34
I will be like the dew
to Israel; he will blossom like the lily; he shall take root like the trees of
Lebanon.... Hosea 14:5
His cheeks are like
beds of spices, mounds of sweet-smelling herbs; his lips are lilies,
dripping liquid myrrh. Song of Solomon 5:13
My gardening efforts are more as an editor than as a
creator; or perhaps I could claim that my gardening artistry is more as a
sculptor than a painter. Besides watering a few pots of herbs and
flowers, my primary outdoor pursuits are weeding, mowing, and
trimming.
There is a wonderful John Singer Sargent painting of two
girls in white dresses lighting paper lanterns among
luxuriant blossoms, called "Carnation, Lily, Lily, Rose". It has always reminded me of summer gardens at dusk; even more so because I
spent many a summer twilight watching my two daughters chasing fireflies. The lilies in the painting are white and pink, and very trumpet-like. They seem
to gather around the girls, focused on the lanterns. They echo the
ruffles on the girls' white dresses. I have never seen lilies blooming like
that; they show up in beautiful florist shop bouquets, but they are far more
exotic than the day-lilies that show up in gardens I have tended.
The lily referred to in Biblical writings could have been
any variety of flowering plants similar to what we know as lilies, including
tulips and irises. It was probably any brilliantly colored, somewhat cup-shaped blossom that would have been noticeably elegant in order
to be compared to Solomon's robes. It was also one of the symbols for
Christ.
Myrrh is an aromatic oil from a resin that does not come
from lily pollen, but the reference in Song of Solomon refers to the sweetness
of the lily-like lips of the beloved. Myrrh was a prized, so it can be
assumed that the lily too was a symbol for something very desirable.
The rains of late June coaxed all sorts of jungle-like
greenery to take over half of my back yard. By the time I was able to get
to it, it looked like a tangle of vines from Sleeping Beauty's castle, or some
malevolent botanical species from Harry Potter stories.
When I cleared a section of the garden of these epic
monsters, I was rewarded with a lovely area full of day-lilies, with strong
stalks and bursting buds. Two of them broke heroically into bloom later
in the day, shaking out layers of bright orange ruffles that were easily
visible from inside the house. They gave me the courage to keep attacking
the suffocating overgrowth, and for the moment I have restored some
measure of peace to the garden.
Anyone with an appreciation for nature's glories is moved by
the splendid variety of blooming things. We should look at ourselves with
the same wonder, appreciating the miracles that make us what we
are.
I tend to be overloaded with clutter and the noise of the
world. I try to tend the garden of my life so I can breathe and reveal
what God is making of me. It requires powerful resistance in this world
to simply be the beautiful creatures we are. It seems that anxiety is
always making a fresh attack on us. I try to keep those triumphant
lilies in my mind as I fight what I hope is the good fight.
As usual, when a symbol or metaphor takes root in my
consciousness, I become aware of other references from day to day. I
have recently been re-reading a Harry Potter book, and his dead mother
Lily is always revered in Harry's and other characters' memories. Her sister
Petunia, who was a vain and punitive character, is aptly named as the more common,
less revered flower.
Recently I worked with a voice student in some musical
theatre workshops. She was trying to prepare a good cut for an audition
piece, and she needed a lot of assistance from the workshop presenters. I
accompanied her on the piano as they worked with her, and we talked
afterwards about her music. She was so grateful, and asked if she could
hug me. It was so touching - not just to receive that sincere
appreciation, but to watch her blossom as we all worked with her. I was
tickled that her name was Lillian.
My grown daughter has a close friend she met in grade
school named Lily. I saw her recently, and was struck again by her
radiant smile and energy. I am aware of powerful community
activities she is involved in. She has come through some immense personal
challenges in her life, to be a person who guides and leads others with
respect and a nurturing, positive attitude.
Prayer: Wondrous Gardener, your lily is a beautiful reminder
of your stunning creation and your ardent care for all of it; for all of
us. Help me to revere your work, which is creating your world day
after day. Help me to accept the care and nourishment that will make
me continue to grow. When there is anxiety or other antagonists
threatening the flourishing of your work, help me to prune those things from my
life and my world. Thank you for the lily, and for the eyes to appreciate
its infinite beauty. Amen.
Mollie Manner
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